"Burning Process of Thoughts"

Up here, up here, up here in my head
Washed out, washed out, washed out what you said
Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes I feel dead
Please god, please god, please god, please god let me be

I wanna bring it down
Watching it on the ground
Suffer with you around
Grabbing at nothing now
I wanna bring it down
Watching it on the ground
Suffer with you around
Grabbing at nothing now

I can't push you away
I try every single day
No I don't want you to stay
No I don't feel okay

So fucked up in the way I feel
Please let me be real, please let me be real
Please let me be real, please let me be real